February 06, 2007

Sitting.

It's getting late, but I'm not quite yet tired - I blame the slice of cheesecake that I just had. All the sugar is keeping me from sleeping AND it's making me fat, but that's another story. =)

Anyway, I'm at my desk right now, typing away for the sake of typing. It's perfectly dark here and the only light I have is the little LED on the ThinkPad (Great feature btw). I'm looking out the window and it's amazing how still everything is looking from the inside. Perhaps it's the stillness of the night or the silence that surrounds me, but instead of comfort, there is melancholy. Is it loneliness I feel? or maybe it's nostalgia from looking at old pictures. Regardless of mood, I'm just not sleepy yet, so I'm going to allow myself to babble some more.

Hmm...no, I think I've babbled enough, at least, enough publicly...I'm going to go curl up with a book. That always cheers me up.

I leave you with these quotes:

"Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm." ---Winston Churchill

Have enough courage to trust love one more time. And always one more time. --- Maya Angelou

p.s. My glass is empty and at some point, this "one more time" really should be the last time, after all, a person can only take so much...

1 comment:

like_cyrano said...

Are you okay? this is kinda dark. xx