Have you ever?

...pulled away from a situation, only to find yourself walking back because you simply care too much? I sometimes wish I am able to be more precise with expressions of feelings etc, but it is not in my nature to do so and I apologize for my inaptitude. In toiling with the new situation, I realize that the question is very basic - What pains me less? To invest or not to invest. The former explicates that I know I have tried, which pains me less, however, it pains me to be vested in a helpless situation. The latter is just the pain of knowing that I didn't even try. I suppose (yes, I'm thinking aloud) that it is nicer knowing that you've tried and failed than to have never tried at all. Ultimately, I know I can live with a heartache, but I cannot say the same about regret.


Touché.